Maybe, there will always be someone who will make us cry or put us in pain even if we don’t deserve to be.
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How do you fall in love? You don’t fall in love like you fall in a hole. You fall like falling through space. It’s like you jump off your own private planet to visit someone else’s planet. And when you get there it all looks different: the flowers, the animals, the colors people wear. It is a big surprise falling in love because you thought you had everything just right on your own planet, and that was true, in a way, but then somebody signalled to you across space and the only way you could visit was to take a giant jump. Away you go, falling into someone else’s orbit and after a while you might decide to pull your two planets together and call it home. And you can bring your dog. Or your cat. Your goldfish, hamster, collection of stones, all your odd socks. (The ones you lost, including the holes, are on the new planet you found.)
And you can bring your friends to visit. And read your favorite stories to each other. And the falling was really the big jump that you had to make to be with someone you don’t want to be without. That’s it.
p.s. You have to be brave.
Jeannette Winterson
Gusto ko na mag work pero ano at paano? Eh hindi ka nga nag a-apply na bata ka. Ang laki ng problema ko, no? Haha! Hello!
- May 14
- , 2013
Boboto na ako sa Lunes!
Pagboto’y h’wag i-base sa fes.
Gamitin ang mind,
‘Wag basta ‘Ok, fine’.
Each of us,
make bantay like guards.
To the single vote we have,
para sa country na ating love!
One ballot lang,
ating tandaan.
Ang pagshade, be careful!
Baka tayo’y masapul.
‘Wag tatanggap ng bribe!
Gamitin ang ating pride!
Let’s not vote sa mga trapo,
di nila tayo bibigyan ng balato!
Knows niyo na mga kapwa ko voters,
ito’y isa sa’king mga letters.
Getching na dapat itey.
Kundi, sa dulo, tayo ay mawawaley!
A reminder mula kay polaris-kirsten, isang first time voter. *winks*
At sa pagsulat ko talaga? Haha! Thanks? Haha!
siyempre, hindi pa kita nakikita sa personal. sa pagsusulat lang kita karash. bwahahaha
Hindi siguro sa akin. At sana’y h’wag sa akin. Lol. XD
attracted ako sa mga babaeng maiikli ang buhok. :)
So my hair was this ‘long’ before. Mahaba na yan sa akin! Haha! I wanted to grow it longer not because of graduation. Because of something else. You told me before that I should have it longer so I did. I even snapped a joke.
Pag humaba buhok ko, magiging tayo? (If I’ll make my hair long, will we be together?)
And you just smiled. I told you it was a joke but I meant it big time. You know I did.
Just like what Kim said, she grew her hair long so if ever she (the girl she loves) will see it, if that one day will come, she knows Kim did it for her since she always want Kim to wear long hair.
That’s the same reason why I had my hair this way. But now… Oh, well.
Anne Hathaway hair now.
Because short hair rocks, especially girls with short hair! ;)
- It’s summer. Duh? Don’t you want to feel ‘cooler’?
- The messier it gets, the cooler it looks!
- Less shampoo!
- No need to comb it, sistah! Use your fingers (in combing your hair).
- No need to ponytail. Work faster and easier!
- Short hair is really fun to play with (even pulling it gently). Especially during foreplay (you know what I mean. ;p) and no need to brush them away while making love. No ‘hindrances’! You bet! Tried and tested! ;P Haha! XD
If my tears can bring you back, you’ll definitely be here by now.
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I realized that, sometimes, if it hurts so much, ‘sorry’ is not enough.
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Nakita kita,
nakita mo ako,
pero hindi tayo
nagpansinan.
Para tayong hangin na hindi nakikita,
pero nararamdaman.
O ako lang ang nakaramdam
at di mo ako naramdaman?
Dahil ayaw mo na akong maramdaman.
Pinili mong h’wag na akong pansinin,
nagawa mo akong tiisin,
at pinili mong ako’y kalimutan.
- April 25
- , 2013
story of my life.
(via checkyoulaterr)
Althea, what will you do after your graduation? May work ka na ba?
And here we go again with this question. The question I don’t even know what to answer. Yes, I want a job but what? I don’t even know what I want. But as of now, I don’t think what I want still matters. Maybe, it’s not a decision for me to make.
After all these years, from the day I opened my eyes to see this world, I always have a choice because I make decisions on my own. But today, now, this is a different thing, I suppose. There are people counting on me and I know I have responsibilities to fulfill. And I do think that in looking for a job, especially for us fresh grads, beggars can’t be choosers. Like, if I want to be a writer but I don’t have any ‘long-professional’ experience yet, it wouldn’t prosper. Job and career are two different things. I’ve thought of this last night and before, I remember I told myself that maybe, it’ll be better to start from the bottom. Anyway, everyone begins there. Except, when you are born with a silver platter in front of you, I guess. And when you start at the bottom, there’s a bigger chance you’ll learn a lot.
Another, going up will always be harder that going down. But it’s worth the determination and hard-work when you get to the top. And going down, gravity and can help you with the pull. Remember that. That’s why it’s easier to fall. Add your detractors or just yourself, who can be the reasons of your great fall. No sweat.
I also dream of not having Nanay to work anymore and it will be me who will put my little brother to his studies. But now, things are getting hard. Or I am the only one who is making things complicated?
Thing is, I hope I won’t hear another question like that. It’s like asking me if I am gay or not.
I don’t know. Does it matter, anyway?
Thank you for still ‘following’ me despite the thing that my blog seems to be dead. Well, it’s kinda dying. I can’t think of anything to write and there aren’t any substantial thoughts to post. But who knows? Sooner or later. Still, thank you. Not only for these two but to everyone who’s still ‘following’ me. :)
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